teeth the color of cheese doodles

The most fascinating thing happened to me today.

I spent the entire morning in the house after Jacob left, cleaning and what-not, all alone.  Aunt Phyllis called and I talked to her for 40 minutes with no interruptions.  I wrote someone a card and mailed it and glued some of Joanna’s pictures into my scrapbook.  The house was so quiet.  I was in my own little world.

I ate lunch on the porch and read a chapter in my book.

Well then, I decided to go check on the chickens and I took my camera with me.

With all seven of the children gone away at school I was in awe and wonder at how much I could see, hear, and smell while I was enjoying the walk.  My senses were in tune with nature like they haven’t been in years.  While the children were home, even when I did go off for a walk alone, there was always that instinct to keep listening toward the house…to be ready to go back at any moment.  To not be gone too long.  A little guilt for not taking anyone along.

I went past the coop and stood under the trees on the edge of the yard.  It was a hot and buzzing time of day, approaching high noon.  The air was sweetly scented like grapes, ripe bunches of concord grapes were hanging from the trees.  I sat down and then stretched out flat on my back to close my eyes and listen, to relax, to let the sun bake into my face.  I was under some dappled shade, even with my eyes shut I could see movements of warm light as the wind blew through the leaves.

After a while I got up to continue walking……I admired some yellow wildflowers and smelled deeply of them.  I saw a grasshopper in the mowed yard, it had a hard time jumping off the clipped grass so I gave it a hand.  It used me as a springboard to jump amazingly far.

I was noticing everything I possibly could.

Then, as I walked up the dam trail, I thought to myself, “There are no animals.  All these trees and bushes and I can’t see any sign of life anywhere.”  I felt disappointed.  I wondered what walking through the woods was like long ago, did people see wild animals more often?  I’m sure they did.

I came to the top of the trail and stepped carefully over the mole tunnel which is always there.  Then, Jesus prompted me to look up.

And what do you think I saw?

I saw a black animal up in the top of a tree which was approximately 40 feet high.  It was slowly reaching out it’s little hand to pull some food to it’s mouth.  It was amazing, I had never seen such a thing before.  I usually see birds in trees and an occasional chipmunk.  My first thought was “raccoon” but a half a second later I knew I was mistaken, but what was it?  I kept watching, with my head tilted way back and my hand shading my eyes, then I realized that it was a porcupine.  My very first porcupine sighting but I had heard rumors of one about.

I say it is Ethan’s porcupine because just the other day he was on his way home from soccer practice and he saw one cross the road in front of the car and go down the bank by the stream.  He tried to get a picture of it but it looked like nothing but a dark dark shadow in it.

I’m sure the one I saw today was the same one.  I love it!  It appears full grown, healthy and strong.  My only hope is that 1. It does not like chickens, and 2. it stays away from our lawn, our children, and our dog.

I stood and watched it for a long time.  It did nothing but very slowly eat little bits of tree and then, after it noticed I was there, stare at me.  It stared at me in silence but when I broke the silence by talking conversationally he was so uncomfortable he looked away into the woods.  It never made a peep and didn’t move up or down the tree the entire time I was looking at it.

I took about 100 photos but because of the bright sun I wasn’t able to really see how they were turning out.

After a while I thought I better go home.  I didn’t have my iPhone with me and wondered what time it was.

I crossed the stream but didn’t see any crayfish.  My chickens saw me and clucked.

I walked by the pond and noticed some stuff under the playset and gathered a pair of socks, a water bottle and a plastic horse.

I walked up the hill to my house with my hands full of the stuff.  Parker the dog walked over to the front steps to greet me.

“I saw a Porcupine,” I told him, out loud as clear as day as I walked up the steps.

Then I noticed two men sitting at my little porch table and screamed bloody murder.   I’ll never forget the looks on their poor faces.  As they heard me talk to the dog, believing I was speaking to THEM, they looked at me in friendliness, and then as I screamed, I caused looks of surprise and shock to replace that kind friendliness.  “I was talking to the dog,” I explained.

They quickly told me that they were the granite guys coming to fix our countertop.  They had made an appointment before our vacation to come out on September 1 at noon.  It was one o’clock.  And I had completely forgotten.  One of them mentioned they were glad I didn’t have a gun or I probably would have shot them in my terror.  Thankfully, I only shoot photos.

Nicest guys though.  They just finished up.  I showed one of them the pictures I took of the porcupine, since he had overheard my conversation with the dog and all.  I’m not sure if he was as impressed with it as I was but he was very polite.

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This was the first picture I took of it, before I knew what it was.

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It was very high up in a tree.  Thank goodness I had a 55-200mm lens on my camera.

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It was thrilling to see these pictures inside the house.  While I was outside I never was able to see the eyes of this creature.  As you can see, he kept them on me at all times (except when I spoke and he looked away).

It looks quite like a rodent, doesn’t it?  That’s because it is from the rodent family.  It’s the second largest rodent in North American, behind the beaver.

I got this information from wikipedia, “The porcupine is the only native North American mammal with antibiotics in its skin. Those antibiotics prevent infection when a porcupine falls out of a tree and is stuck with its own quills upon hitting the ground. Porcupines fall out of trees fairly often because they are highly tempted by the tender buds and twigs at the ends of the branches.”

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It had teeth as orange as cheese doodles.  As I have always been interested in teeth and dentistry this was quite fascinating to me.  Imagine having orange teeth.  Looks to me like it has a slight underbite, as well.

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The kids should be home soon and I bet they’ll want to run right back to see if it’s still there.

 

Jacob’s first car, Jacob’s first day of college

 

It’s going to take me a little while to get used to this.

Will I ever get used to it?  Please tell me I will.

On this very morning, the last day of August,  Jacob and I went to the car dealership to finalize the purchase of his very first car.

I sat in my vehicle as he pulled away, with a police car following him (it just so happened).

I felt extremely nervous for him, the same kind of nervousness I feel at every major event, and full of adrenaline…I know in my logical brain that all is well and that this day is not as shattering as I feel that it is.  But there is a disconnect between my head and my heart.  Or is it a battle– a battle that my heart ALWAYS wins in these situations?

I watched him drive away, slowly and carefully, with a police car right behind him and several more cars, too.  They were all probably wishing he would go a little faster but it was his first drive in his own car.  (other than the test drive)

He was on his way to his first day of college.  English class started at 11 in the morning.

I went next door to the grocery store and picked up groceries feeling completely alone, with heart palpitations, shaky hands, and burning eyes.  Thank goodness for Rich, who was texting me that he loved me and everything was going to be okay.  I saw young moms with their small children in the carts and I couldn’t stand it……I wanted one or two of mine back……but then, think of all the many times I went grocery shopping wishing I could concentrate and just get it done without the little voices asking me for everything they saw or little feet trying to run away from me in the parking lot?

A few times I caught myself talking to myself out loud in the store.

I kept wondering if Jacob was getting into an accident.  I know it sounds terrible, but he is a new driver and the roads can be so busy…he has to drive the highway every day, he has to merge and change lanes and …… (!!)……

There was nothing to be done but go on my merry way, trusting my Jesus, but feeling a little bit lost just the same.

I came home and put the groceries away, let out the chickens, changed into shorts, made salisbury steak in the crock pot.

I finished my book and ate Cinnamon Bun Ben and Jerry’s ice cream.  I had to!  It was therapy — and it was delicious.

I finished up my Bible reading for the day.  I love the book of Job.  I’m also reading 2 Corinthians.  There were two verses that “jumped out” at me today (you know what I mean?)

“As God’s grace reaches more and more people, there will be great thanksgiving and God will receive more and more glory.”  2 Cor. 4:15  (*more and more* I love that!)

“For we live by believing and not by seeing.”  2 Cor. 5:7  (what an unusual way to live, a way that works only by the “magic” and power of God Himself, through faith and constant communication with Him.  I love how life in Jesus is so strange and wonderful.  Think about it, there are probably angels all around me, my family, your family at this very moment, and I know for a fact that God Himself is always always near!).

Jacob texted me at 12:15 to let me know that he had made it to school and had his first class.  I was so relieved.  His day is done at 2 (right about now!) and I will wait like Forrest Gump at the end of the movie until he pulls into the driveway.  I can’t wait to hear all about it.

I am proud of myself because I didn’t let on one bit to Jacob that I was nervous for him.  I didn’t want to be anything but supportive.  So don’t tell, ‘k?

Having conversations with no one at the grocery store AND the blog today….I’m getting scared now.  LOL

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2011 VW Jetta TDI  and my grown up son…

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Simply trusting every day;
Trusting through a stormy way;
Even when my faith is small,
Trusting Jesus, that is all.
Trusting as the moments fly,
Trusting as the days go by,
Trusting Him, whate’er befall,
Trusting Jesus, that is all.

Brightly doth His Spirit shine
Into this poor heart of mine;
While He leads I cannot fall,
Trusting Jesus, that is all.

Singing if my way be clear,
Praying if the path be drear;
If in danger, for Him call,
Trusting Jesus, that is all.

Trusting Him while life shall last,
Trusting Him till earth is past,
Till His gracious advent call,
Trusting Jesus, that is all.

Edgar Page Stites

so awesome

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But each day the Lord pours his unfailing love upon me,
and through each night I sing his songs,
praying to God who gives me life.  Psalm 42:8

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But thank God!  He has made us his captives and continues to lead us along in Christ’s triumphal procession.  Now he uses us to spread the knowledge of Christ everywhere, like a sweet perfume.  Our lives are like a Christ-like fragrance rising up to God.

2 Corinthians 2:14-15

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“Anne smiled and sighed.  The seasons that seemed so long for baby Rilla were beginning to pass all too quickly for her.  Another summer was ended, lighted out of life by the ageless gold of Lambardy torches.  Soon….all too soon….the children of Ingleside would be children no longer.  But they were still hers…hers to welcome when they came home at night…hers to fill life with wonder and delight…hers to love and cheer and scold…a little.”  Anne of Ingleside, page 156

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Yesterday was a big day in my life.

It was the first day of school and for the first time in over 18 years I have no babies home with me.

It’s a funny thing, though.  My firstborn, Jacob, starts community college on Monday, so really I wasn’t home alone at all.

I’m right back where I started from, home with just Jacob.

Yesterday we went to Bible study and he drove me……

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Today we are going to the college to purchase his last needed text books and we just might stop by Target, too.

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And by the way, little Sarah ran off the bus into my arms yesterday after school yelling, “That was so awesome!!!”

She was rather full of herself for the rest of the day.

we all wore the same dress

When I was a little girl, the same age as you, I went to school, too.

I started out in a Kindergarten class, just like you.

And do you know what?

My Mama made me a dress, she made it herself, a special little dress for me to wear to school.

“She did?  Where is it?”

It’s right here, this is the very dress that I wore.

And do you know what?

Your sister Gracie wore this dress on her first day of school, too!

Let’s try it on you.

Oh Sarah, it looks so pretty!

Do you want to wear it for your first day of school, too?  Just like Mama and Gracie?

“No.”

Why not?

“It’s itchy.”

It is?  I can fix that.  What if you wear this pair of soft shorts underneath?  Is that better?

“Okay.  Can I wear my new shoes?”

Yes.

Mama’s going to miss you but I know you’re going to have a fun day at your school.

I love you.

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This is another blog post dedicated to our vacation to Jekyll Island, Georgia.

These photos were all taken with my phone.

I had bought Crackerbarrel gift cards for Christmas presents for last Christmas…but never gave them out…so we used them ourselves for a nice breakfast.  I do feel kind of bad about that.

There was a tiny baby at the Crackerbarrel sitting at the next table over.  She was so little I wondered how she was going to sit with out falling forward and bumping the table.  But she was strong and did great and was sooooooo cute.  I watched her as she kept her eyes on the spoon her Dad was feeding her with.  I ended up holding my own very big baby on my lap by the end of breakfast.

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This is Caleb doing artwork and eating oreos during the trip.

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Taking naps during the trip.

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We finally arrived!  Sarah was just so thrilled to be “in Georgia”.

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This is me and my sister, with our girls Abbie and Grace.

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Food at the Pier was amazing.  It’s my favorite place to eat on Jekyll.  I had the boiled shrimp and this is the plate of seafood that Jacob and David shared.

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One morning I left the Sans Souci with just my little Seth (6 years old).  We were the only ones awake out of my family.  We snuck outdoors, holding hands, and went over to the main Jekyll Clubhouse to get my complimentary cup of coffee.  On the way back we met Isaac and Cassandra about to go on a bike ride.

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While all the men in our family went golfing, I took Caleb, Seth, and Sarah to the little shops by the Clubhouse.  Seth quickly chose this dog puppet.  He named it Jekyll.  At the next shop, I had him sit on the bench outside and play my phone so I didn’t have to keep track of three small kids.  Later I discovered that he had taken this picture of his new friend.

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If you bought a soda you got free refills with your cup all day long.  The kids all LOVED the Shirly Temples.  We got them over and over.  There is nothing like an ice cold soda on a hot day.

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Amanda took this one of my mom and me walking with Cassandra and Maria.

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Rich took Caleb, Seth, and Sarah biking.

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Mom took Ethan and me to Brunswick to do a little shopping at some antique stores.

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I took this picture for my son David because he collects Coke bottles.  This purple one was purple, heavy and cost 40 dollars.

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In Brunswick there was a park square every few blocks.  Each one was named and had nice places to sit and relax next to flowers and fountains.

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I took Grace to the shops.  This is one of my favorite pictures.  We were missing our own cats back at home and were happy to find and make friends with this nice big one outside of the bookstore.

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My favorite stationary….curly girl design.

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Grace lost her necklace on vacation.  It was her favorite one, too.  (she’s wearing it in the picture).

I lost my new kindle fire.  (!!!!!!!!!!!) makes me ill.

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On Friday night we played beach volleyball.

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It’s amazing to have a family big enough to have a game, and it was so much fun.

When we hit it out of bounds someone would say “Look out for the alligators!” or, “Look out for the rattle snakes!”

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I was supposed to be playing my position but still managed to get some good photos!

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Sunset making the road look like it was on fire…….

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On Saturday morning it was time to say our goodbyes and travel back home.  I love this sister-pic of Maria, Cassandra, Melissa, Amanda, and Shanda (yours truly).  I love how all our names end in “a”, the “uh” sound.  I especially loved visiting with Maria and Melissa because I don’t get to see them as much as I would like.  I’m so blessed to have the best sisters.

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Aunt Amanda, Uncle Jason, Grandma, and Grandpa leaned into the van to say goodbye to the children.

But one was missing!

It was Dave.

He had ran over to the pool to try to find his flip-flops (another thing lost..ugh)

So Rich and I hopped in the van, ready to leave, and watched as the family gave Dave lots of hugs.  And he’s the type that gets shy with too much public attention!  It was the best little moment……

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He’s in there!  Surrounded by his adoring family.

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Look at that face!

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goodbye, goodbye!

God be with you ’til we meet again.

“You can kiss your family and friends goodbye and put miles between you, but at the same time you carry them with you in your heart, your mind, your stomach, because you do not just live in a world but a world lives in you.”  Frederick Buechner

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And now we thank you, our God, and praise your glorious name.  1 Chronicles 29:13

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They didn’t know I was taking a picture with my phone.

Dave could not find his shoes and had to wear his Dad’s big white size 13s into the store.

We stopped at Barnes and Noble at about 7:30, on our long-long drive home from Georgia.

Rich and I lined them up on the curb so we could give instructions and information to everyone at once, rather than 6 times (forgetting the seventh, which is typical–SOMEONE gets missed!oops).

The instructions were:  1.  Everyone needed to use the bathroom.  2.  Everyone may pick out something to read.

The news was:  1.  We were driving all the way home without stopping at a hotel to sleep.

We arrived home early this morning at 4:30.

My favorite memory of traveling was at about 2 in the morning when they had taken little naps, gotten over the grumps, and had a second wind of cheer.  Singing to the radio, telling funny stories to classical music, watching a video.  At 2 a.m.!!  Such good little travelers.

Rich singing every hymn he could think of to himself while flying down the highway in the fast lane……me half enjoying it and half plugging my ears so I could concentrate on my new cheap paperback.  Hanging on and whispering prayers.

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Rich, by the grace of God, is raising up some good young men.  This is our Ethan.  He loves Jesus, being active, sports.  He doesn’t talk much.  He can dance some cool moves.  He is confident, respectful, honest, and doesn’t take any slack from his younger siblings.  My favorite memories of Ethan from vacation are 1.  When he pulled himself up over a high wall to retrieve the volleyball we had hit way out of bounds.  and 2. When he walked out of McDonalds holding Seth’s hand on one side and Sarah’s on the other.  Be still my heart.

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My mom loved vacationing with all of her children and grandchildren, but she was itching to get back to her garden.

I’m just like her.  My garden is much smaller but the first thing I did today after I woke up at 11am was go outside with my cup of coffee.

I knew where to find some treasures.  Some were obvious, like the bright red tomatoes.  But others, like the cucumbers and green beans, were hidden and had to be searched out.

For brunch I made a quiche.

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chopped bacon fried with a section of minced onion and one green pepper

added to 8 beaten eggs, 1/2 cup sour cream, 1/2 cup milk

2/3 cup mozzarella cheese, 1/2 cup cheddar

1/4 tsp pepper, a few nice healthy grinds of salt from salt-grinder

all leaves from the two beets I harvested (can substitute 3 cups chopped lightly packed fresh spinach)

fresh basil, chopped (about 1/3 cup)

about 1/3 cup tomato

Bake in the oven for about 25 minutes or until set.

I served it with the rest of the garden tomato, mixed with salt, olive oil, onion, and basil.

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I almost shrieked when Tessa told me school started this Thursday.  I thought I had one more solid week with the children.   My heart aches because Sarah Joy is going off for her first day of Kindergarten.  Mothers understand what I mean….I’m happy for her, I know she’s ready, but as a mom I feel that small sad-like feeling of letting go.  Rich read Seth and Sarah letters from their teachers, which were in the mailbox when we got home from vacation.  Their little faces were seriously listening to every word.  They have homework to do, and a meet and greet on Wednesday.  I don’t quite feel ready, but I’m thankful for this journey with my children and that little by little they grow up, not all at once.  Thankful for Jesus and for my husband making it easier.

“I am leaving you with a giftpeace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid.”   John 14:27

“I love those who love me; And those who diligently seek me will find me.”  Proverbs 8:17

 

gifts-peace-love-seeking and finding the greatest treasure–HIM

lunch at the club

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Another full day has come and gone.  At this very moment, I am sitting on a wooden balcony of the big beautiful Sans Souci Cottage in a rocking chair with my tanned bare feet up on a small white table.  The evening sky is a multitude of blues, marbled with gray clouds and one small streak of orange sunset.  Amazingly loud cicadas are filling the air with their sounds.  Mom and Dad walked by on the paved sidewalk underneath me and we said hello, then Amanda and her family, then Rich and the children.  They are all returning from an evening swim at the pool which I was too tired to participate in.  As I sit and look at the photos we took today, my heart is filled with gratitude for this State, this Island, the land of our vacation of dreams.

Most importantly, the family–my family–is continuing to grow and bond through loving hearts, words, play, laughter, food, prayers, small gifts, and joy — making memories underneath a big Georgia sky.

 

greetings from jekyll island

I changed the theme to the blog in order to post vacation photos nice and big!

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We had a long drive from Connecticut to Georgia.  This picture was taken at one of our many rest stops along the way.

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Grace picked me some wild flowers.

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I rode up front with Rich but switched seats with Jacob now and then so Seth could be with me.  He lost his first tooth!

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We ate at a frozen yogurt place.

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And then we all made it to the Island.  We arrived on Sunday afternoon…my parents, my siblings, and all their families.  The pool has been the main attraction so far.  It’s so special to see all the cousins together.

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Ethan showed his Grandma (my mom) a picture of the girl he likes.

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The kids all loved hanging off Uncle Nate.

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Yesterday evening we had a fantastic dinner at the restaurant at the pier.

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My brother Nate.

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My sister Amanda.

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We have rooms at the San Souci, a big beautiful old building.

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The beach was stunning last night.

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My son Ethan.

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Me and Sarah

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Caleb had his light sabers taken away shortly after this photo because Seth was hit very hard in the mouth with one.   Thankfully he was fine and today he just has a slightly swollen upper lip.  But it was a bad moment and we left soon afterwards because it was starting to get dark.  Seth had taken his jersey off, when I asked him where it was he said he had buried it!  After wandering for a while Rich found it.

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brother Dave

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push ups!

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This morning we went to some of the little shops in the historical section of the island.

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“the day was quite warm and we walked along leisurely……”

We went through the museum and watched a video about the Island.

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They were playing with an old telephone.

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Seth, my Dad, my Mom, and Caleb

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Seth and Gregory in one of the gift shops.

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Caleb with his Grandma

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My brother Isaac and brother in law Jason coincidentally wore the same clothes today.

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We met a little dog named Lady at the shopping center.

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Grace read books in the Jekyll Island lending library.

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David was determined to catch one!  When he caught it, it was brown, then it turned green in his hand.

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We were all hanging out at the pool and I caught this sweet moment when David came back over to join us he went straight to his brother and patted him on the head.

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We are currently on the balcony off my sister’s room.  Mom french braided Naomi’s hair, and then Makayla’s.

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And the little ones played a game with their little toes.

We are talking about what to do for dinner.  I had fried shrimp and sweet potato fries for lunch and am not very hungry, but all the boys need some food.