Today

I had the little granddaughters with me all day and it was the first time I took them both with me to Target. It was quite something, pushing a long cart that had the extra seating for two little ones. It was nice getting out and the girls were so cute.

Later, after we were back home, I rocked Eloise in the chair while Lucy was dozing in front of a movie next to us. I thought it was so precious when she got off the couch and came over to me. I stroked her hair and her soft little face. I could tell she was tired too, so I lifted her up. She snuggled in practically on top of her sister who was already sound asleep. Soon they were both sleeping and I was stuck in the rocking chair for over an hour……

Sarah took this photo.
Seth took this one.

It’s just after nine pm now. Caleb drove home from college to spend the weekend. He and Rich are watching college wrestling on tv and I’m in bed reading The Gospels, a new translation, by Sarah Ruden. I love the old, old stories.

It’s been a lovely day although Seth is feeling sick and has a fever now and won’t be going to school tomorrow……

Goodnight my friends, we are so loved. ❤️

Aunt Mary

I love how you called us kindred spirits. I love how you showed me your journals and photos and art and gardens. I love that you used words like “whimsy”, and that you were silly and fun and loud. I love the way you dressed and how you came alive around people. You were a treasure. And now I smile to think of you with Jesus. I’ll see you “soon”.

Sarah is fifteen

She stayed home from school and we went to Evergreen walks to Sephora and The Paper Store (for her crown). Then the mall and crumbl cookie.

We had lilacs in the car because we love the scent and they won’t be in bloom much longer….and our two bushes at home are loaded with them.

Sarah is a darling, full of personality and joy. I am so thankful for her; I see her and am in awe of her. She’s got a good heart and a good head on her shoulders.

She had her boyfriend Cash over and also Alayna came later on and we all had pasta (made by David), cake and ice cream.

Caleb-Ethan-Seth-Cash-Sierra-Sarah-David-Aleyna

apple of my eye

I’m writing this from the mall of all places.

Rich and took Sarah and Aleyna shopping and I’m just so tired that I decided to sit and people watch while they all wandered around having fun.

In other news, I need announce my latest grandbaby…Jacob and Brittnee had their second daughter on February 13 and named her Eloise Josephine. She’s a darling and I get to watch her and Lucy once a week for the whole day.

Little miss Eloise
and little miss Lucy

every spring

Thanks to David notifying me I was able to go down to the small pond and say my yearly hello Mr and Mrs Duck. They are a harbinger of spring as they fly over and land every year on or around this date.

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They always ask that I stand behind a tree so they don’t feel uncomfortable.

From here I was able to carry on a pleasant catching up sort of conversation with them. They did ask why it was just me this year, me and one solitary cat, and I had to explain to them once again (they are forgetful) that Parker (“that dog who always used to bark at you, remember?”) died a few years ago, and that the children all grew up. Soon we were all crying about it. Then the ducks cheered up(rather too quickly) and confessed, “it’s better this way.”

Ducks like quiet ponds.

I explained to them about how I have grandbabies now and that…… (I dried my eyes and smiled) …..”really I’ll always have all sized children to love and enjoy” and they said “Well as long as they don’t visit”…..

And I said, “Oh, they’ll visit.”

I’m confused now

(photo from yesterday)

Lucy hasn’t been feeling well so her parents took her to urgent care and when I got the update I yelled upstairs to David:

“Lucy has an ear infection!!!”

(David) “Lucky?”

(Me) “No! LUCY! ……Who’s LUCKY?”

(David) “Not Lucy.”

a good mama

Indeed, she is much more than a mama. Are their words to describe the vastness of a woman? All she is and does, so quietly, loudly, energetically, gently, mindfully, and naturally? So natural that only God notices? And notice He does. Smiles down. Lifting her up higher. All is grace. All is good which comes from above and how can we say thank you enough?

Thank you for Brittnee.

Thank you for the way she loves.

Thank you for the wife she is to our firstborn.

Thank you for the ways she cares for her daughter, our first little grand-baby.

Thank you for her smiles and joy and wit.

For her honesty.

For her work.

Why are birthdays so grand? Because they celebrate life, one of God’s greatest gifts.

“The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life.” says Jesus, in John 10:10

A rich and satisfying life that started years ago on this day for my precious daughter in law.

Happy Birthday Brittnee!

She came inside yesterday evening after a long day at work and swooped her sweet girl up with love and kisses. I snapped a quick picture because I’ve loved watching her become (so much more than) a good mama over the last year.

The astute observer will notice a second little babe growing …. won’t Lucy have the surprise of her life come February, when a new sister appears?

thoughts after the election

“Anyone who sets himself up as “religious” by talking a good game is self-deceived. This kind of religion is hot air and only hot air.”

“Real religion, the kind that passes muster before God the Father is this: Reach out to the homeless and loveless in their plight, and guard against corruption……… (examples of corruption: religious busy bodies, meanness, dirty talk, nasty sexuality, bad temper, wanting your own way, etc)……. guard against corruption from the godless world.”

“Do you want to be counted wise, to build a reputation for wisdom? Here’s what you do: Live well, live wisely, live humbly.”

“It’s the way you live, not the way you talk, that counts.”

“Mean-spirited ambition isn’t wisdom.”

“Boasting that you are wise isn’t wisdom.”

“Twisting the truth to make yourself sound wise isn’t wisdom–it’s animal cunning, devilish conniving.”

“Whenever you’re trying to look better than others or get the better of others, things fall apart and everyone ends up at the others’ throats.”

“Real wisdom, God’s wisdom, begins with a holy life and is characterized by getting along with others.”

“It is gentle and reasonable, overflowing with mercy and blessings, not hot one day and cold the next, not two-faced.”

“Say a quiet yes to God and he’ll be there in no time.”

“Purify your inner life.”

“Hit bottom, and cry your eyes out.”

-book of James

And then, rise and shine.

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I imagine a woman, poor in spirit, broken and struggling, used and abused, pregnant over and over, multiple abortions…….seeing a poor soul lying homeless and suffering on the streets calling for someone to help them, the self-righteous are walking by, over and over, they are on their way to church, or a political rally, busy with “importance” but she, with her little, reached out a hand to help. Sat down by the poor soul’s side, stayed and listened, loved.

I imagine a person with set-in-stone morals and ethics. Nothing would sway them from their beliefs. They work hard and make money, and are involved in church or politics. Meanwhile their own precious child is crying and lonely and emotionally neglected.

The lonely might sit in a church every sunday but find their comfort and sincere friendship from beautiful strangers — deep, thinking. creative, full-of-life humans who come from anywhere, perhaps a drag queen, a gay person, addict, perhaps someone in deep poverty, and the lonely are shown mercy and grace from God, through that generous soul.

(every good and perfect gift is from above)

In fact, I know of a woman who was actively using her body as a prostitute, when she took action to help God’s spies escape, she believed and acted; her name lives on in the Scriptures. RAHAB

A handicapped person faithfully volunteering their time to help others, while receiving practically nothing in return from whole-bodied people, not even a look or a glance.

A child, skipping through Trader Joe’s, handing out flowers after her dad paid for them. I witnessed this with my own eyes, and I would rather be that child today than involved in today’s seemingly cut throat political arena and media reporting.

Give to the government what is the government’s, your vote, your taxes, but live the life you are meant to live.

Look for a way to help someone else. Spread kindness. Heal and be healed.

Listen to your heart, see with it, and take action when you are able. Keep what you do to yourself. These are your pearls. But give a loud testimony of what you see someone else doing. Light hearts on fire with stories of crystal clear and joyful goodness.

You won’t find most of God’s most beautiful people easily, you have to search them out, because they are the ones that are almost completely hidden, ordinary and plain, quiet to the point of silence, exhausted, yet glowing with that certain something in the eyes.