(Rich took these on Monday.)
I had such a day yesterday! Blame it on the rain? I don’t know. . . .all I know is that I was spinning around the house in several directions at once all day long! I was so grieved by the end of the day, after the kids were in bed, that all I could do was wonder, “Am I doing the right thing?” “Are my children going to grow up to be uneducated?” “Is homeschooling really the best choice?” ect. Fears and doubts. Bad.
Rich and I were both asleep before 9pm last night and I even dreamed about home-schooling.
When we got up this morning, the second I was fully-awake I grabbed the nearest homeschooling book (Easy Homeschooling Companion, by Lorraine Curry) and dove right in, searching for the solution to my problems:
1. The preschoolers—what to do with them?
2. Math–takes forever and usually causes tears
3. Not completing my day’s schedule, therefore a constant feeling of “making up” for missed work.
4. Juggling many tasks at once–housework, preschoolers, dog, 3 schoolchildren w/their own set of needs.
5. Finding myself content with less than quality work from the children, too busy, too tired to “stay on top” of things.
So, I was reading in the book, but then my husband came in with our coffee and I told him all about my struggles. No tears, just letting him know what was going on. Talking to him made all the difference. There is no book on earth that can make me feel as good as his approval/advice.
He encouraged me and helped me come up with some solutions.
1. Keep preschoolers busy during school, using videos, educational toys, and gating them in their room. David joins us for some subjects (Bible, handwriting, art).
2. After about an hour of school in the morning, play/read all together until lunch. This will help me with feeling guilty about “neglecting” preschoolers during morning schooltime.
3. After lunch, put preschoolers down for nap. Use naptime as schooltime for older children.
4. Math–During the day, I am to use 1/2 an hour to drill flashcards, mult. tables, etc. DH will do their math worksheets w/them at night after supper while I am spending quality time with the little ones–giving them baths, reading, quiet play, bedtime. Huge major relief for me.
5. Pay attention to mastering the important subjects, if I have to skip a subject on a certain busy day, let it be an “ornamental” subject like art, nature notebook, music. Keep consistent on Bible, Reading, Writing, Arithmetic.
6. I ordered more supplies. I ordered the preschool/kindergarten pack for my 5 yr. old from Rod and Staff. This will give him something important to do while he sits at the table with us.
7. Keep studying and learning for myself all about homeschooling. The more I learn, the better and more confident I will feel about it.
8. Stay close to God and beg Him for help, repent of bad attitudes ASAP, get the strength I need from HIM. Remember that I am doing all for HIS GLORY.
9. STAY POSITIVE, focus on what we did do, what we did learn, instead of what we didn’t accomplish.
Please Pray for Me!
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Dirt and water pics:
Books that I got this week in the mail (ordered from amazon):





































































