So meticulous, so intense,
Little eyes so full of chance.
Adamant, but ever loved,
Precious gifts from up above.

Tiny hands and tiny feet,
Seem to make it all complete.
Giggles with a toothless grin,
Part of this gift’s precious trim.

Ever learning minds expand,
As they grasp onto your hand.
Want to see all that life has,
And with it all – learn from the past.

You hold the world against your breast,
This task will be just one big test.
But ever moving – always forward,
They will be life’s big reward.
Author unknown

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one of the best grandmas in the world died yesterday.  my great-grandma.  i will never forget her.  i never heard her speak a harsh word.  she loved flowers and plants.  she made things for her family-dolls, clothes, blankets, and was always busy with her hands.  she was sweet and she loved me and my kids.  she didn’t forget birthdays.  even though she probably had about 100 to keep track of.  she was one of my special pen-pals, we kept in touch with each other and she called me sometimes to talk to me.  she was 93.

i am thinking a lot about  the women in my family.  my aunts, my cousins, my mom, my sister and sister in law, my nieces, my daughter.  there is something special about women.  i draw so much inspiration from you:  gardener, nurse, mommy, artist, friend, kindred spirit.  we’re the ones in the kitchen during family get togethers.  we’re the ones that nurture the family ties.  thank you.

it’s hard to be away from home today.

 

another sunrise

It’s about 7 in the morning and I am talking to Rich as he gets ready for work when I see a bit of pink showing through the crack between the shade and the window in our bedroom.  I race over to look and it’s yet again another gorgeous fabulous fantastic sunrise!  The heavens declare the GLORY OF GOD!  (It seems so right to listen to Handel’s Messiah as I type this.)  So bye bye dear husband as I grab the camera and frisk around on the cold cold porch in my socks (I finally had to give up and get my slippers.)

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Whenever I see a sunrise I think of this passage from a book I read:

“Outside the barn the morning was gray, and as I came up the path I was surprised to see my mother, wrapped in a shawl, standing outside the kitchen door.  “Hurry!” she called to me.  “It’s changing every second!”
The barn behind me was black against a rosiness in the east, but it was not the sky she wished me to see.  It was the evanescent colors, the lights and shadows subtly changing down the length of the valley at the coming of the dawn.  We stood and watched them silently till the rosy sky faded to the color of water, and sunshine came yellow across the fields.  A new day was there, a day as miraculous and fresh as though it were the first ever dawned, and a chill little wind that ran before it went westward, followed by a promise of warmth.”

Rose Wilder Lane

 

An Egg Yolk in a Blue Bowl

to inspire

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“There is beauty in homely things which many
People have never seen. . . .

Sunlight through a jar of plum jelly,
A rainbow in soapsuds in dishwater,
An egg yolk in a blue bowl,
White ruffled curtains sifting moonlight,
The color of cranberry glass,
a little cottage with blue shutters,
Crimson roses in an old stone crock,
The smell of newly baked bread,
Candlelight on old brass,
The soft brown of a cocker’s eye.”

 by Peter Marshall

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(there is beauty all around you)
(look)
(live with your eyes wide open)
(do you see it?)
(share it with others)

Resolved

To say what I mean

and mean what I say.

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To Be Real

Without being False to God, His ways (like LOVE and PEACE), or my true Self

 

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To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.  George MacDonald

 

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My firstborn, Jacob, is 10 years old today:

 

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Jacob’s Favorite things:  Looking at guns, riding my bike, riding the 4-wheeler, playing with toy guns, looking at swords, knives, hatchets, bows and arrows, and cannons, playing the computer, cooking, reading.

Favorite books:  Daniel Boone, Charlie Brown comics, Narnia books, books about the Military.

Favorite book of the Bible:  Revelation, “because it tells all about the things to come!”

Favorite Friend: Jonathan

(I would have asked more but, “Okay, that’s IT, you’re going crazy!”)

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Faithful Men
I am looking to Jesus,
Giving all to the race,
Pressing upward to gain the heavenly prize.
Faithful men are my witness,
Who have struggled and died;
And they watch from the grandstand in the skies.

Chorus
Faithful men have gone before us,
Faithful men who fight and stand;
I want to follow in their footsteps.
Make me, Lord, a faithful man.

Jacob joined with the faithful;
Joseph followed behind;
Moses ran with the mighty men of old.
There were David and Daniel;
Then came Peter and Paul.
Now they chant as they run on streets of gold.

(Repeat Chorus)

My prayer for Jacob is that he will love His Lord with all his heart, soul, and mind.

Happy Birthday Jacob!

 

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Hello Everyone,

We took the kids to Crackerbarrel for breakfast this morning.  I found a book there titled, Sunflower Houses, A Book for Children and Their Grown-Ups, by Sharon Lovejoy.  It’s so whimsical!  It’s all about gardens and what we can do with the things we grow–magical, creative things for fun.  For instance, little girl, why don’t you dangle those pretty flowers as earrings?  Why not make a leaf hat or a leaf vest?  Why not braid that long stemmed clover together to make a wreath?  How fun! 

We listened to “The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe” radio theatre on the way to and from breakfast.  Focus on the Family has done an outstanding job with it and those of us who understood the story loved it.  (Caleb fell asleep and David had more important things on his mind)

I went to the mall yesterday.  I spent several hours at Barnes and Nobles.  I ate lunch while looking through the latest Paula Dean magazine.  She has a baby grandson now and he was on the cover with her–so precious!  After lunch I gathered a stack of books and sat in a big chair with my new leather journal and a couple of pencils and sat and read and sat and sat and read and read and read.  It was wonderful to lose myself in books.  I looked through one that was about “literature that every English person should read” or something like that. . . .anyway, Shakespeare was in it, the King James Bible, and several godly men like John Bunyan, John and Charles Wesley, Isaac Newton, William Cowper, and Isaac Watts.  It was a proud moment for me as I thought about how these men were Christians and used their God-given talents in writing for His glory.  And the world recognized their gift (not that it matters, it doesn’t), but still–to have their works included as great examples of literature was inspiring to me.  I sat there, reading portions of their works and was blessed.  I wrote down several good quotes.  Here is one by John Wesley that I particularly enjoyed:

“You dwell at ease in the land; there is no war
in your coasts; and so you are quiet and
unconcerned.  You go on in the same even track of outward
duties, and are content there to abide.
And do you wonder, meantime, that your
soul is dead?  O stir yourself up before the Lord!
Arise, and shake yourself from the dust;
wrestle with God for the mighty blessing;
pour out your soul unto God in prayer,
and continue therein with all
perseverance!  Watch!  Awake out of
sleep; and keep awake!  Otherwise there is nothing to
be expected, but that you will be alienated
more and more from the light and love of God. . . .”

When life is easy and good, I slip oh so easily into forgetting about God.  I forget to think about Him and pray all the time.  This quote reminds me keep awake spiritually!  We can be exhausted physically but still be awake spiritually, you know.  It doesn’t even matter how we feel or look in our bodies–our souls are beautiful, restful, peaceful, and working to glorify God when we are His children.

I bought some books with a gift certificate.  I bought 3 books by C.S. Lewis:  Mere Christianity, Surprised by Joy, and A Grief Observed.  I also bought a book titled Things I want my Daughters to Know, by Alexandra Stoddard, and the book, How to Photograph your Life, by Nick Kelsh.

A number of you asked about the book by Martin Lloyd-Jones that I added to my blog-entry yesterday.  The book is very good, very beneficial to our Christian life.  Some of the chapters deal with issues like: feelings, trials, discipline, the peace of God, faith, false teaching, sin, being weary in well-doing, and chastening.  His writing style is pleasant and easy to read.  You feel as though you are reading something from an author who cares about and loves his readers.  Each chapter is preceded by a Scripture passage.  Personally, I have enjoyed every bit of it and I would recommend it to any saved person who has a hunger to learn more about God and the Bible.   Here is a quote:  (dealing with being spiritually weary in well-doing)

“There are some people who are not happy unless they are always doing something, and they do not always realize that what they are out for is the thrill and the excitement of the activity..  As certainly as we live in that way, we will get exhausted, we will become tired, and equally certainly our greatest enemy will come in, and that is self.  Self says that we are important.  We have to admit that it has not all been for the glory of God, but for our own glory.  If we are working to satisfy and please self in any shape or form, the end is always going to be weariness and tiredness.  How important it is to ask ourselves about the motive in connection with our work!”

This can be applied in everyone’s life, but in my case I thought of my role as Mother.  This is the job that God has given to me and I can glorify God with it or I can glorify myself with it.  The result of self-glorification is spiritual weariness, tiredness, or even depression. 

We are taking the kids to Battleship Cove tomorrow.  Jacob will be 10 on Sunday and we wanted to take him on a special trip.  It is in Massachusetts about 2 hours from us.

I will leave you with one more quote from Jones:

“Come to the Word of God.  Stop asking questions.  Start with the promises in the right order.  Say: ‘I want the truth whatever it costs me.’  Bind yourself to it, submit yourself to it, come in utter submission as a little child and plead with Him to give you clear sight, perfect vision, and to make you whole.  And as you do so it is my privilege to remind you that He can do it.  Yea, more, I promise you in His Blessed Name that He will do it.  He never leaves anything incomplete.”  ~D.Martyn Lloyd-Jones, in the chapter titled “Men as Trees, Walking”, based on Mark 8:22-26

Love, Shanda

Some Quotes and a Birthday Greeting

 “When is the heart in a better case than when it calls, inquires, runs, weeps, sighs, and cries after God?”

-Joseph Symonds

“If it be not strong upon thy heart to practice what thou readest, to what end dost thou read?”

-Thomas Brooks

“Common knowledge is that which floats in the head but does not influence the heart.”

“It is a great deceit to measure the substance of our religion by the bulk of our profession, and to judge of the strength of our graces by the length of our duties.”

-Matthew Mead

Happy Birthday to my Dad!  It’s hard for me to describe the gratitude I have to God for my Dad-what I feel in my heart goes far deeper than words.  

 

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“So shall my walk be close with God,
calm and serene my frame,
so purer light shall mark the road
that leads me to the Lamb”
William Cowper

I loved this quote on Books“I am still in the thrall of one insatiable desire, which hitherto I have been neither able nor willing to check…I cannot get enough books.  It may be that I have already more than I need.  But it is with books as it is with other things: success in acquisition spurs the desire to get still more.  Books indeed have a special charm.  Gold, silver, gems, purple rainment, a house of marble, a well-tilled field, paintings, a steed with splendid trappings – things such as these give but a silent and superficial pleasure.  Books delight us through and through; they talk with us, then give us good counsel, then enter into a living and intimate companionship with us.  What is more, not only does a book win the reader’s affection for itself, but it mentions the names of other books so that one stirs the desire for another.”

Francesca Betrarra c. 1346

 

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