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About Shanda

wife, mom of seven, friend, child of God

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I made a big cake today, using some of that roasted pumpkin, to go with all that coffee I just got.

The older children were in my room watching an animal show on the computer and I sat, all alone in the kitchen, enjoying the quiet and my cake, and my coffee.

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By the time my cake was gone, I was feelin’ a little lonely.  I was thinking of all my friends, and wishing one was sitting by my side.

Just then, Caleb came walking into the kitchen, awake after a three hour nap.

“oooo, ooooo, a person!!”  I thought to myself.

Out loud, I said excitedly, “Caleb!  Do you wanna piece of cake?”

“Yes,” he said, nodding at the same time.

As I sat and watched him enjoy his cake, I thought, “I just can’t think of a more satisfying guest to have for dessert than my three year old little boy.”

Who else would sit and carefully eat all the frosting off, first?

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Who else would say, “Um.  Um.  Um.  A PEACH,” with their mouth full, when I asked what fruit was on their napkin?

Who else could forgive my laughing at them for calling a cherry a peach?

Who else would boldly say, “Can I have some JUICE?”

Who else would boldly say, “Can I have more frosting?”

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Who else would do a face plant onto their cake because it’s easier than using a fork?

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Who else would soberly use their napkin to wipe their mouth, their whole face, their head, and then their mouth again, when I told them to clean the frosting off their mouth?

Who else would eat comfortably with ME staring at them the whole time, with my elbow on the table, and my chin in my hand, and frank adoration in my eyes?

Who else would hop down after they were done, and instead of walking away, come to me and say, “I want a big hug”?

Who else could make my heart melt so?

No one, but my little Caleb.

~Thanks for having cake with mama today, small friend.~

 

PS, the cake recipe is here  I would recommend using canned pumpkin, not fresh.  I was trying not to waste my pumpkin, and I’m glad I used it up, but I had to work a lot to get all the extra water out of it.  Also, it’s not quite as flavorful as the canned. 

 

~Shanda’s coffee shop~

Typical, normal day here.  We had home school, I ran to the grocery store to just get a couple of things but ended up with about six bags worth of stuff. (typical!)  I made cookies (not pleased with the recipe off the bag of chips, my cookies spread too much.  Kids don’t complain, however).  I finally roasted that pumpkin that I had meant to roast on Saturday. 

Here’s a picture of it.  I feel strange gazing at my halved, roasted pumpkin.  I think it will taste good but it does look sort of sad.  It was such a happy pumpkin (it’s the one pictured in my header) and now look at it:

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I cleaned up the seeds as best as I could (they’re slippery little things!) and roasted them, too, after tossing them with melted butter and some salt.  They are good, hard to swallow down a mouthful (there’s a lot of fiber, shall we say), but tasty.  Jacob brought me the leaves earlier today while walking the dog, and the candle is one that I had bought at that outlet.  It’s “Frosted Pumpkin” scented, and very yummy.  Oh I must say a word about my roasting dish.  It’s actually one dish that divides so you can use it as a bottom and a lid, or 2 separate pans.  It’s enameled cast iron and I just bought it recently—it was originally close to 100 dollars, but I got it for 30!!!  It’s my first piece of enameled cast iron, and  I am getting SO much use out of it. I’ve done a pork tenderloin, a couple of chickens, scalloped potatoes, and now this pumpkin.  It’s easy to wash (I spray it generously with Pam before using it).  I had to laugh, though, because when I brought it home both Rich AND Jacob told me “it’s not fiestaware!!!” in shocked tones.

I went on a walk not too long ago with four of the children.  Jacob was busy typing so he stayed home.  It was a short walk, we just walked up the “dam trail” (it’s what we call it because it leads to a watershed area up in a big field beyond the house) and then down to the stream. 

This is Ethan, after taking the time to go through the tunnel under the road that the water travels through about 5 times, and then hanging upside down on the metal barrier at the entrance of the trail.  He was quite busy during the whole walk, breaking dead branches off trees, and beating things (like stumps) with them without mercy. 

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Davy do brought along his new “shot gun” (caps) and also took the time to catch himself a little critter out of this puddle which, by the way, rarely dries up.  He certainly doesn’t mind getting his feet wet, does he?  And of course Caleb was quick to follow his example.  5 minutes into the walk and ALL my children had their feet wet already.

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I had Ethan snap a picture of me with Grace and Caleb.  As you can see, I’m still squeezing into my normal shirt and sweater, LOL.  David had already disappeared to the stream and we all made our way down there, too, after this picture was taken.

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There is still an abundance of mushrooms in the woods.

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As I was standing under some evergreens, I noticed how pretty they looked with a scattering of red leaves in their branches.

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Ethan found that a fallen down log was the perfect way to cross the stream.  The water was moving fast and would have been past his knees if he had slipped in.  He was a little unsure and crawled across it the first time.  Notice the foam of the water and the pretty leaf on the bottom of his foot.  He’s so funny.

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But then on the way back, he felt more confident, so he walked.

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This is our pond, on the side of the house, you can see the tippy top of the house in the upper right corner.

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Caleb was soaked from head to toe by the time we got home.  We went in the house and I was astonished to see that my coffee order had already arrived.  We have a Keurig coffee maker and Rich has been buying K-cups at Costco that make such strong coffee it makes my teeth buzz in the morning.  Being pregnant, I really didn’t like the idea of drinking something so potent so I went online yesterday and ordered my own coffee.  Yesterday!  And it already arrived!

I guess I got a little carried away.  Rich is sure going to have fun picking on me when he sees all this:

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Hey, the hot chocolate is for the kids at least!

I’m drinking the Pumpkin Spice right now.  It’s decaf and compared to the stuff Rich has been serving me, it tastes sort of weak, but I know I’ll get used to it.  The flavor is fine, and perfect for the season.

So, Shanda’s coffee shop is open.  Any takers?

((HUGS))
~Me

~Shanda's coffee shop~

Typical, normal day here.  We had home school, I ran to the grocery store to just get a couple of things but ended up with about six bags worth of stuff. (typical!)  I made cookies (not pleased with the recipe off the bag of chips, my cookies spread too much.  Kids don’t complain, however).  I finally roasted that pumpkin that I had meant to roast on Saturday. 

Here’s a picture of it.  I feel strange gazing at my halved, roasted pumpkin.  I think it will taste good but it does look sort of sad.  It was such a happy pumpkin (it’s the one pictured in my header) and now look at it:

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I cleaned up the seeds as best as I could (they’re slippery little things!) and roasted them, too, after tossing them with melted butter and some salt.  They are good, hard to swallow down a mouthful (there’s a lot of fiber, shall we say), but tasty.  Jacob brought me the leaves earlier today while walking the dog, and the candle is one that I had bought at that outlet.  It’s “Frosted Pumpkin” scented, and very yummy.  Oh I must say a word about my roasting dish.  It’s actually one dish that divides so you can use it as a bottom and a lid, or 2 separate pans.  It’s enameled cast iron and I just bought it recently—it was originally close to 100 dollars, but I got it for 30!!!  It’s my first piece of enameled cast iron, and  I am getting SO much use out of it. I’ve done a pork tenderloin, a couple of chickens, scalloped potatoes, and now this pumpkin.  It’s easy to wash (I spray it generously with Pam before using it).  I had to laugh, though, because when I brought it home both Rich AND Jacob told me “it’s not fiestaware!!!” in shocked tones.

I went on a walk not too long ago with four of the children.  Jacob was busy typing so he stayed home.  It was a short walk, we just walked up the “dam trail” (it’s what we call it because it leads to a watershed area up in a big field beyond the house) and then down to the stream. 

This is Ethan, after taking the time to go through the tunnel under the road that the water travels through about 5 times, and then hanging upside down on the metal barrier at the entrance of the trail.  He was quite busy during the whole walk, breaking dead branches off trees, and beating things (like stumps) with them without mercy. 

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Davy do brought along his new “shot gun” (caps) and also took the time to catch himself a little critter out of this puddle which, by the way, rarely dries up.  He certainly doesn’t mind getting his feet wet, does he?  And of course Caleb was quick to follow his example.  5 minutes into the walk and ALL my children had their feet wet already.

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I had Ethan snap a picture of me with Grace and Caleb.  As you can see, I’m still squeezing into my normal shirt and sweater, LOL.  David had already disappeared to the stream and we all made our way down there, too, after this picture was taken.

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There is still an abundance of mushrooms in the woods.

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As I was standing under some evergreens, I noticed how pretty they looked with a scattering of red leaves in their branches.

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Ethan found that a fallen down log was the perfect way to cross the stream.  The water was moving fast and would have been past his knees if he had slipped in.  He was a little unsure and crawled across it the first time.  Notice the foam of the water and the pretty leaf on the bottom of his foot.  He’s so funny.

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But then on the way back, he felt more confident, so he walked.

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This is our pond, on the side of the house, you can see the tippy top of the house in the upper right corner.

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Caleb was soaked from head to toe by the time we got home.  We went in the house and I was astonished to see that my coffee order had already arrived.  We have a Keurig coffee maker and Rich has been buying K-cups at Costco that make such strong coffee it makes my teeth buzz in the morning.  Being pregnant, I really didn’t like the idea of drinking something so potent so I went online yesterday and ordered my own coffee. 
Yesterday!  And it already arrived!

I guess I got a little carried away.  Rich is sure going to have fun picking on me when he sees all this:

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Hey, the hot chocolate is for the kids at least!

I’m drinking the Pumpkin Spice right now.  It’s decaf and compared to the stuff Rich has been serving me, it tastes sort of weak, but I know I’ll get used to it.  The flavor is fine, and perfect for the season.

So, Shanda’s coffee shop is open.  Any takers?

((HUGS))
~Me

~our weekend~

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Grace got sick in her bed in the night Friday night and when I went up to strip her bed on Saturday morning (in the middle of celebrating David’s birthday, making pancakes, and needing to wrap his gifts). . . . .anyway, when I was in her room I got all frustrated by the M E S S she was living in (poor girl).  I had to wash (in hot water) everything on her bed and why go to all that trouble when there was stuff scattered everywhere else?  We might as well do a complete job!  Needless to say, her room started us off on a weekend of cleaning the whole house. 

So, that’s what we did this weekend.  Cleaned.  A lot.  And I kid you not, I had that washer and drying going nonstop on Saturday!

The kids helped and when they weren’t helping they basically ran wild, playing with David’s new birthday toys.

I was surprised by myself when I was working in Grace’s room.  It was the first time I had been in there for a while, and as we were organizing her little toys, hair-things, books, clothes, I got all sad about not having another girl.  I had been excited about maybe having a new daughter and now that I know I’m having a boy, even though I’m thankful, I had a time on Saturday of letting go. . . .seeing all of Grace’s girl things that she will grow out of, with no little sister to pass them down to, made me sad.  I did a little crying, even!  Grace has so much, so many pretty things.  Her birthday is in November but I can’t think of much that I could buy her, so my idea is to maybe go on a little day trip together. 

Of course today I am ashamed of myself, for being sad like that.  I have so many blessings, I can just imagine how ungrateful I seem in crying just because I’m not having another daughter! 

Caleb’s room needed work, as well.  We had moved him into his own bedroom and a few months ago I had so much fun picking out new bedding and getting Rich to hang nice new curtain rods and curtains.  Caleb was in that room for maybe a week before he somehow pulled the curtains right off the walls and they’ve been draped over the back of a chair all this time, waiting for Rich to hang them back up (he needed to buy new anchors).  So we played music, Grace and I worked in her room, and Rich worked in Caleb’s room with Jacob and Ethan.  David got a new webkinz for his birthday so he played the computer.

Rich noticed that Caleb needs some extra training over the next few days, mainly because he’s not obeying right away.  He is also doing a lot of whining/crying/dramatics over very little things (like a bug bite or a spot of marker on his hand or his cracker breaking in half).  Thankfully, dealing with Caleb is pretty easy because he is so tenderhearted.  If I happen to say a sharp word, he melts and needs a big hug (that’s what he says every time, “I need a big hug”).  I love how Rich is able to see where the kids need some extra teaching, because as a mom I do sometimes have a tendency to overlook their faults and sympathize with them, rather than seeing areas that I need to train them so that they (we) don’t develop deep-rooted problems. 

We did take a break from cleaning in the middle of the day on Saturday.  Rich took us to a local diner and then we went to Kmart so that David could spend his birthday money from Uncle David and his Great Grandma.  He bought a nerf gun, a small Buzz Lightyear toy, and a horn for his bike.

I bought some yummy smelling baby detergent, because Grace wants to find all of Caleb’s old baby clothes and wash them up.  This is something I typically do when I’m about 8 months pregnant, but Grace is getting excited so I don’t see the harm in getting organized a few months earlier than usual! 

After we got home from shopping, in the late afternoon on Saturday, Grace and I went for a walk and I took these photos.  I thought you might like to see some of the fall colors we have around here.  Everything was wet from a rainy day, there was no bright sunshine, so the colors look even deeper and richer than usual.

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During our walk I told Grace that I was feeling a little sad about not having another girl.  She immediately said, “I’m not.” 

 “You’re not?” I replied, surprised. 

 “No, I’m not.  IF I can have a pony.” 

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I was standing on the front porch when I took this picture.  I’m continually thankful that all I can see out the majority of the windows of my house are trees!  They are a feast for my eyes.

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We had David’s birthday cake at the end of the day.  It was really yummy (no, I didn’t make it, it was a Carvel ice cream cake) and as soon as it was consumed, the children were all put in bed.  It had been a busy day.  Sunday (yesterday) was nice, we went to church and continued a study about church history in S.S. and heard an excellent sermon about God’s glory during the morning service.  After church we came home and spent the rest of the day relaxing and resting.

Today I am back to a normal routine of homeschooling the older three.  David left for Kindergarten at 8.  It feels nice to start the week with a clean house! 

Quote from Sunday School that I loved:

“The well-spring of youth is Christianity” ~St. Augustine

Also, I thought I would share a verse that has been running in my mind for over a week now.  The children and I have been studying ancient Egypt and as a Christian, I had to notice that they had all the wrong ideas about religion and worship.  The ancient Egyptians did not know the true God.  This concept got me thinking and when I came across this verse in Acts, it meant even more to me:

(this account is from the time when the people of Lystra attempted to worship Paul and Barnabus.  These verses are Paul and Barnabus’ response to the people)

“Sirs, why do ye these things?  We are also men of like passions with you, and preach unto you that ye should turn from these vanities unto the living God, which made heaven, and earth, and the sea, and all things that are therein: who in times past suffered all nations to walk in their own ways.  Nevertheless he left not himself without witness, in that he did good, and gave us rain from heaven, and fruitful seasons, filling our hearts with food and gladness.”   Acts 14:15-17

Those verses just amaze me!  They show me so much about my heavenly Father, and the common graces that He gives to everyone.  Even during the worse times, God still FILLS OUR HEARTS with food and gladness, in many ways, and according to this verse, through his creation.  This is why I am a HUGE advocate of spending a lot of time in NATURE.   Pastor talked about meditating on God’s glory and letting His glory transform our hearts and I could think of two basic ways that God’s glory fills my own heart in a real and personal way:

1.  Through reading the Bible and coming to an understanding that God loves me as His own precious child.

2.  Through spending lots of time in His creation, going for walks, taking deep breathes, collecting and studying bits from the woods–acorns, mushrooms, flowers, plants, leaves, etc.  After all, Jesus Himself prayed on the mountains and in the gardens!

Okay, I’ve written a lot this morning and I better get moving on my day.  I hope everyone who reads this has a wonderful day. 

Love,

~Shanda~

 

~birthday~

One of my favorite

people in the whole wide world

is turning 6 today!

 

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Happy Birthday, Davy-do!

Of course, you couldn’t wait to open your gifts so we did that first thing this morning.  Here is a photo of you opening your presents (that Jacob and Ethan wrapped for you!) with your brothers and sister.  You’ve been waiting for this day for about 10 months. 

You got a webkinz dog, a gumball machine, a “shot gun” (caps of course), and a lego set.

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After opening gifts we all ate pancakes.

It’s going to be a wonderful day!

 

 

~things to be thankful for~

  “Gather ye rose-buds while ye may,

Old Time is still a flying. . . .. . . . . . . . .”

 

This Mama’s hope. . . . . .

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Warm rocking chair (every mama should have a place to rock)

hot tea, a friendly cat, blankets, magazines, baby-name book

a place to put my feet up

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A favorite spot–the kitchen table, and my sweet girl

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Something pretty, and bright 

in a small Homer Laughlin china pitcher

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A guilty pleasure (homemade apple crisp, low-fat pumpkin ice cream)

served on prized Homer Laughlin china

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A quiet moment

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Food for the soul

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Something to roast today

(won’t it smell wonderful?)

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A sleepy, slow, rainy day

(wearing a warm, bulky sweater is like wearing a hug)

The dark house and gentle sound of rain makes everyone move just a little slower, so nice!

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“The happiness of life, the happiness of the family especially, is made up of minute fractions.  The little, soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a gentle word, a heart-felt compliment,–these, and the thousand other little kindnesses of genial feelings, make a perpetual summer in the household where they prevail.” 

 

“Mid pleasures and palaces tho’ we may roam,
Be it ever so humble, there is no place like home.”

 

“I have a great respect for a father and mother who have brought up a large family and trained them so that they have come out on the Lord’s side.  Sometimes mothers are discouraged and do not think they have so large a sphere to do good in as we have, but a mother who has brought up a large family to Christ need not consider her life a failure.  I know one who has brought up ten sons, who are all Christians.  Do you think her life has been a failure?  Let us teach our children diligently, in season and out of season. . . .let us be encouraged in bringing our children to Christ.”  D.L. Moody

 

(All quotes from the book linked at the end of this blog, one that I highly recommend, it is so encouraging to me:)

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Good morning!  I just waved Davy-do down the road, he’s all set and gone for another day of Kindergarten.  His teacher called us last night to give us a report on how he is doing at school, and to ask us if we had any questions for her.  I got off the phone happy, and was thrilled to tell my husband that David is doing really well and even better than we expected.  All of the things I worked with him last year were not done in vain, it seems he has retained most of it–mainly, his numbers and how to write them, and recognizing the letters of the alphabet, which his teacher appreciates, and is such an encouragement to me.

I’ve been taking some family pictures for the last week or so but haven’t had time to post them on my blog so I thought that I would play catch up this morning.  Jacob and Ethan are out walking the dog (they need to wear pants and sweatshirts, now that we have these cool fall mornings).  Grace is eating her bowl of cereal and Caleb is playing (with Thomas trains, of course!).

Speaking of Caleb, here is a picture of him from Friday.  He and I had a great time, putting a scrapbook together of different pictures I have taken of him with his trains.  We went through my online photos and squealed whenever we saw a good picture.  I printed them out, and he was the happy gluer (it’s quite “exciting” to watch a 3 year old using a glue stick).  He loves his new little book.

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He has also been coloring a lot, and his technique has improved so much since last month, when all his trains looked like hairy monsters by the time he had colored them.  Now he colors neat and clean, and gets upset when he “has an accident” and colors something wrong.  He actually dug a hole in one of his pictures this weekend, trying to “erase” a small mistake with his fingernail.

See how nicely he holds his crayons?  Things like that mean so much to a homeschooling mama!

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As we were out and about this weekend, I noticed again how nice the lighting is inside the van, for taking photos of the kids.  I took a picture of Jacob, my oldest boy, who will be 12 in December.  His chin and upper lip is still healing from his bike wreck this summer.

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Here is Jacob again, being a big help, by peeling apples for me.  He peeled a big bowl of them for our apple pie, and then a few days later he peeled some for applesauce.  He enjoys trying to make the longest peel that he can.  He’s already an expert!  I appreciate his help and am only too happy to pass off this job along to him. . . .

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. . . . .and to Ethan!  Ethan is more of a reckless peeler at this time.  I need to teach him to peel around and around and not straight down like you do a carrot.  He’s peeling potatoes here, and the two boys were sitting together on the porch, talking nonstop.  That’s why I got the camera, even though I was busy in the kitchen.  I thought it was wonderful to see them working, and enjoying it.  They both had their stuffed dogs with them, Ethan’s was at his feet, and they were making up stories with them as they peeled.  What nice boys they are! 

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This next one is from the day I was trying to get a photo for the first day of Fall.  Ethan took this silly one of me, and I love how Caleb managed to get in the picture, too.  Caleb loves to pick me flowers and when he brings one to me, he always says, “I picked a flower for you!” in his dear little voice.  Then, when I take it, he says, “Are you so happy?”  And I say, “Yes, I’m so happy, thank you!”  Then I usually tuck it behind my ear, as he watches with bright eyes.

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Now, the rest of the pictures are from yesterday evening.  I had spent the afternoon with the children at my friend Karen’s house, and then went to Walmart afterwards.  I didn’t get home until about 5:30 and we were all so happy that Rich was already back from work.  The sun has been going down earlier now, but we had just enough sunshine left to take a nice little walk before dinner.  There was Rich and myself, and Grace and Caleb. 

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This is Grace’s pile of red leaves, along with my little orange leaf that I picked up.  I also picked a zinnia from my flower garden and collected a handful of acorns. . . . .the goldenrod is the flower Caleb picked for me on our walk.

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I love this next picture of Rich with his little girl.  She still looks like wee thing when Daddy has her.

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This morning I will be working with the older children on some homeschool things, but I also have an ultrasound appointment at 10.  Because my Doctor and I cheated on Monday, and we already know we are having a boy, Rich decided not to go with me this morning.  Which totally stinks.  LOL  I’m tired, and not in the mood to go to my appointment alone, well, with Caleb and Grace. . . .however, this morning as I was thinking about it, I decided I better cheer up and try to make the most of it.  This just might be the last ultrasound that I ever have!  I do hope and pray that everything is going well with the baby. . . .who, by the way, does not have a name quite yet.  It’s a good thing we have some time, because Rich and I are not agreeing on any name we come up with!  The children have been calling him Peter.

Dear friends, I do hope you all have a wonderful day.  Here in New England the sun is shining and the quality of the autumn sunshine makes the trees and green things almost unreal. . .nature is glowing and so beautiful.  Rich and I both noticed the leaves that were still green on the trees last night on our walk–they almost look plastic, they are so bright and shiny and pretty.  The glory of God is displayed in such a clear way in His creation, and the world we live in truly is a delight.  I hope each of you are able to get outside at some point today.  If you look up (and see the clouds), or look down (and see a cool bug), you are sure to see SOMETHING to praise God about!

My Ethan just came in from walking the dog, to give me a “big-front-pocket- from- a- sweatshirt-full of pinecones”.  Nine big ones.

Flowers and pinecones, what nice gifts my little ones give to me!  They know me so well. . . .

It’s been a pleasure to talk the time to sit and think and write this morning, and now I really must get on with the morning!

Love, ~Shanda~

PS, the link is for a book I’ve been singing to the kids, which made me laugh so hard the other day that I cried.  We checked it out from the library.

(((BABY NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)))

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This morning, at 9:30, I had what I thought would be just a regular O.B. doctor’s appointment.  After I had my check up, my doctor reminded me that I had a scheduled ultrasound on Wednesday and then said, “You guys don’t want to know the sex of the baby, right?”

“Yes we do!  We can’t wait to find out!” I replied.

“Oh, you do want to know?  Do you want me to check right now?  We can cheat a little. . .”

So. . . . . . .I agreed.  I only had Caleb and Grace with me, the older boys were at home.  My doctor turned on the ultrasound machine and we all excitedly awaited the news.  Even my doctor  was excited.

After scanning around a bit on my tummy, and talking to the kids about what the screen was showing, she laughed and turned to me, and mouthed,

“It’s another boy!”

“Are you serious?”

“Yes.”

She showed me “the part” on the screen several times. . .so, I’m 99% positive that the baby I am carrying IS A BOY.

I told Grace myself and she was very quiet, but after it sunk in she was A-OK which I knew she would be.   She said the part that made her sad was that she really wants to share a room with somebody.  So, I told her the baby could be in her room with her for a while and that cheered her up.

I called Rich and told him.  He’s so wonderful. . . .he said, “I don’t want you to be sad that it isn’t a girl, this is our baby boy!”

We both are falling in love with the idea of a new son.  I kid you not, I have tears in my eyes as I write this, because I’m so happy.  And now I’ll be looking forward to actually holding him in my arms and kissing his little face.

Even though he’s our fifth son/sixth child, HE IS ALSO MY FIRST because each baby is special and unique.  He is just as special as any of the other children.  He’s not a rerun or a “here we go again”.  He’s our NEW baby and we are all so happy. 

“This is the Lord’s doing, it is marvelous in our eyes.”  Psalm 118:23

After my appointment, Grace, Caleb, and I went to the IParty store and bought some helium balloons–one pink, five blue, and one “announcement balloon”.  Then, we went to a toy store and bought the baby a stuffed bear.  We came home and I said to Jacob and Ethan, “We have some news for you!!!” And they looked at the balloons and said, “It’s a boy???” and they were smiling from ear to ear.

What a day!  It’s the first day of fall and the day I found out I was having a boy!  I’m so excited that I think I need to go lay down for a while. . . . . . . . .then, we can celebrate some more!

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my blog, the memory preserver

I’ve taken a few days to get my thoughts in order about “why I blog”. . . .

I have discovered that I absolutely L O V E blogging, (which certainly is a good reason to do something!) and yet there is a nagging little voice in my mind that whispers things to me that make me hesitate in sharing so much of my life on here.  So, after some thinking, I came back again to the real reasons why I blog. . . . .

Why do I blog?  The main reason came to me last night, when I was going through old posts and I got up to show my husband some of it.  He sat down, and looked at a photo that I took of him and our two youngest sons, almost two years ago.  He looked, and then he sighed with tears in his eyes, and said, “It’s too sad to look at that picture, because they aren’t that little anymore!” 

“But, honey”, I replied, “Life does go by so fast, that’s why we want to make these beautiful memories.”

And, it’s also why I want to record them, too.

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The Jacob, Ethan, Grace, David, and Caleb that I knew last year, are not the same children that I know and have this year. . .time marches on. . .I can see it clearly in my online journal.  All the little things in life that I do enjoy and value as a mother—baking, making crafts and homemade play dough, redecorating their bedrooms, the funny things they do and say, writing cute little stories for them, going for all those many many nature walks, apple picking together, the fair, Disney, the beach, first airplane rides, Grace missing her two front teeth, Caleb growing from a baby to a little boy, David starting Kindergarten, my adventures in homeschooling, Rich’s job changes, our move from our old house to this house, the death of my great-grandma, birthdays, adventures with good friends, the books I read, the recipes I love, our new baby on the way. . . . .IT’S ALL HERE. . . . .and those things represent a life that God gave me, a beautiful life that I love and value highly.  A life that should (and I pray it does) glorify a generous, loving, heavenly Father, who does all things well, who created a world and pronounced it “good”.  Who loves with an abundant love, and provides more than we need to get through this pilgrim journey.

Each day, each moment, counts for something.  My children will quickly grow and that’s okay.  But, while I have them here, under my roof, I want to devote myself to giving them the best life and upbringing that I possibly can.  I get tired and grouchy, and that’s part of it all. . . . .we have good days and bad days. . .but that’s the way it goes and that’s okay. 

So the reason why I blog is for myself and my family.  I’ve tried writing in journals long hand but I don’t record as much that way.  I don’t have time to scrapbook my photos.  I tend to blog here almost every day and it is so fun for me to click to “this day last year” and see what my little clan was up to on that day.  My blog makes me laugh and cry and sigh and thank God for my life. 

The reason why I blog and make it open, for all to read, is because I know for a fact, by all the emails and responses I have received, that “people out there” enjoy reading about a family that loves God.  In all the ugliness of the world, it’s nice to find families that have the same Christian values and beliefs, it’s encouraging to get to know other people who want to relish in the life God gave them.   Christians have a connection, and we are family, through Christ.  We can use our blogs to lift each other up and inspire one another to KEEP ON.  Just like I’m so very encouraged by many of the blogs I visit, I also hope and pray that mine, too, is a blessing and refreshment to others.  Some people can do those things, better, by “going out and being there”, such as a visit or a phone call.  My gifts involve writing, and the limited time I have, as a mother,  to “be there” makes it easier to sit at my computer desk, or by writing out a card for the mailbox, during a free half hour, to try to encourage some else.  I do so love to open my arms wide, and show God’s love to anyone who seeks it.  But, because of the stage of life that I am in, I am a “behind the scenes kind of girl”, so the computer is a perfect place for me to express myself, or encourage someone else.

Because I am a Christian, my soul is filled with Christ, and His beauty.  Anything, anything, ANYTHING you see or read here that is beautiful, that causes the tender heart to melt, IS FROM HIM, not me.  All good things come from above. 

But, of course I still wrestle with my flesh.  The bad days just show that we are all still human, “only a sinner, saved by grace”.  Even saved ones have struggles, sins, and problems.  I yell, I get mad at the kids, I am selfish, I fail as a wife and mother at times, my house is usually quite “lived in” and never ever spotless, I sometimes make unladylike noises that startle my husband, but I love my life and wouldn’t change a thing.  I wouldn’t trade the life (my family and my God) for a million dollars!

I’ve seen all kinds of very nice blogs. . but mine is my life’s memory preserver/recorder because I want to remember this day. 

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“The whole life of man is but a point of time; let us enjoy it. . .”  Plutarch

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“Now’s the day, and now’s the hour. . .”  Robert Burns

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“If we take care of the moments, the years will take care of themselves.”  Maria Edgeworth

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“In the morning, I say: ‘What is my exciting thing for today?’. . .Don’t ask me about tomorrow.”  Barbara Jordan

“Every man should eat and drink and ENJOY the good of all his labor, it is the GIFT of God.”  Ecc. 3:13

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Hold tight to the sound of the music of living,
Happy songs from the laughter of children at play;
Hold my hand as we run through the sweet fragrant meadows,
Making memories of what was today.

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Tiny voice that I hear is my little girl calling
For Daddy to hear just what she has to say;
My little son running there by the hillside
May never be quite like today.

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Tender words, gentle touch, and a good cup of coffee,
And someone that loves me and wants me to stay;
Hold them near while they’re here, and don’t wait for tomorrow,
To look back and wish for today.

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Take the sky, and the green of the forest,
And the gold, and the brown of the freshly mown hay,
And the pale shades of spring, and the circus of autumn,
And weave you a lovely today.

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We have this moment, to hold in our hands and to touch,
As it slips through our fingers like sand;
Yesterday’s gone, and tomorrow may never come,
But we have this moment, today.

~William Gaither

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Rich felt the baby move yesterday morning!

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~To all my friends who visit me here, thanks for coming along with me in my journey as a wife and mama, and friend.  I thank God for the old friends, and new friends, who keep in touch with me, and encourage me, through my online journal. 

Have a lovely, blessed day, oozing with the goodness of God!

~Shanda~