This morning I was thinking about my mom.
It’s the first day of February, the month that I was born. I miss my mom, we talk a lot on the phone but Rich and I moved away 7 years ago and sometimes I am momentarily sad that things aren’t what they used to be.
You know, I would just hop in the car and drive over. Any ol’ time, I knew I would always be welcomed. Sundays were my favorite day. We all went to church and then most of the time we would go back to my parent’s and hang out. Rich and I only had 2 children then so things were quieter. Dad would have the newspaper. The football game would be on. Mom would be busy in the kitchen. My brothers and my sister were still at home. If we wanted to talk, we talked. We just hung out, completely trusting, being together.
The only house I feel completely relaxed in is my parent’s.
On Thanksgiving day we were there and I started to cry a little because it felt so nice to sit on the couch and not be the one in charge. I was daughter again.
It’s special to think about MOM now and then.
To her you’ll always be
just a youngster at her knee.
Edgar Guest
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To her whose heart is my heart’s quiet home,
To my first love, my Mother, on whose knee
I learnt love-lore that is not troublesome.
Christina Rossetti
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When You Thought I wasn’t Looking
Mary Korzan
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You hung my first painting on the refrigerator
And I wanted to paint another.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You fed a stray cat
And I thought it was good to be kind to animals.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You baked a birthday cake just for me
And I knew that little things were special things.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You said a prayer
And I believed there was a God
That I could always talk to.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You kissed me goodnight
And I felt loved.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
I saw tears come from your eyes
And I learned that sometimes things hurt-
But that it’s okay to cry.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You smiled
And it made me want to look that pretty too.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You cared
And I wanted to be everything I could be.
When you thought I wasn’t looking-
I looked. . . .
And wanted to say thanks
For all those things you did
When you thought I wasn’t looking.