Nothing went wrong today. Yet, I crashed.
I just got tired. of. everything.
Why do I even share this depressing news?
Because it’s the truth, today.
I feel like I’ve been going 100 miles an hour for years. I’m tired of working hard and fast at the same things over and over. I’m tired of making homemade soup when I could just as easily open a can. And the kids like that canned stuff better anyway.
I’m tired of adding feminine touches to my house. Who cares anyways?
I’m tired of cleaning.
Tired of training the kids.
Tired of thinking.
What to do? I thought of that quote: “When the going gets tough, the tough get going.” Guess what? Sometimes the tough spend a moment dreaming about just giving up.
After a whole afternoon of crying (and a nap), I’ve started seeing a little bit of sunshine after the storm. I won’t give up, I’ll keep going. . . . . . . .
For our conversation is in heaven;
from whence also we look for our Saviour,
the Lord Jesus Christ:
who shall change our vile body,
that it should be fashioned like unto his glorious body,
according to the working whereby He is able even
to subdue all things unto Himself.
Therefore, my brethren
dearly beloved and longed for,
my joy and my crown,
so stand fast in the Lord,
my dearly beloved.
Philippians 3:20-4:1
“Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in His wonderful face, and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.”
And, by the way, things really weren’t quite as bad as I was thinking. My husband said the homemade soup was the best he ever had and reminded me that. . . . . “I helped you decorate the house all afternoon yesterday!” *sigh*, he’s right. 